***
this is me
and I do not eat
and I do not sleep
and I cry when they serve meals
now
this is me
unable to share
unable to touch
unable to speak
anymore
this is me
preparing a bed
preparing a tea
preparing wine
for one
this is me
walking through my bedroom
walking through my hallway
walking through this world
alone
this is me
lighting up a candle
lighting up some salvia
lighting up the longing
on repeat
this is me
taking off my clothes
taking off my rings
taking off pink glasses
to see
this is me
sobering
crying
staying grounded
no matter how much it hurts
how much it cost
how hard it is
to move forward
I will not tag along
I was born to be a queen
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